Recover past

Recover past. Hey it's me and I don't even know who I am, except that I feel exceptionally calm. If anyone reads this it must be stephen, 'cause I don't think anyone else reads this at the moment. Though I don't mind if they do. HRT plays with one's confidence I think. I am beginning to think less and care more. I just got the high speed connected and I feel like my brain has woken up to the luddite dream I have been in forever. I feel like I no longer need permission to wake up. School is almost over and I'm feeling freer than I have felt in a long time. I'm going to buy that iRiver and see how far I can go. Have fun Christmas shopping. Peace out.